Well This is my first journal entry on my new account and sense no one but you guys know I have this I can finally talk about this demon crap without other people wondering what the fuck is wrong with me. The first thing im having a really hard time with lately is just feelings....it just seems after we had talked about our dirty laundry ...it's all I can think about....and to be honest...I won't lie, it makes me depressed at times. It really sucks because before our talk I had hardly thought about it and now.....it just haunts my brain. I know I promised I would stay strong to keep the demon seed from re-planting itself but its hard. I reall